My painful irrationality

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my painful irrationality

by Shaunee Thompson on Wednesday, 1 June 2011 at 16:03

I can’t control this monster inside called pride,

It’s taking over

I've tried and tried.

All this rage, Exploding insanity, Pain and love, All just irrationality.

I feel so crazy,

I'm hurting............... But no one can see.

Thoughts race in my mind, Tears flow with a vengeance,

Memories flow together, Nothing makes sense.

I act out, Forgetting what is real

I Let anger take over, Just so I can feel....feel something, anything

I know it’s wrong but I Can’t give a care, it Just needs to be ok, But it isn’t there.

I beg to be normal, I Hate myself,

Lies become truth, Above all else.

Every choice I make, Never quite right,

Actions bring consequences, Stupidity brings a fight