Emotional conflict

I love you!,
you are my world and so true,
I cannot live without you,
if we were through, i would be so blue.

I hate you!
I wish we never met!,
I'm filled with such regret!,
all you do is cause me to fret!.

you make me smile,
please stay for awhile,
hold me close,
don't ever let go!.

AAHH! stay away from me!,
the sight of you makes me sick!,
you're a constant thorn in my side!,
I wish you would die!.

I love you!,
I hate you!,
I want you!,
I am so sick of you!.

Oh! what am i to do?
how can i love and hate you?

I'm not sure which emotion to choose,
I'm not sure what i want to lose,
I'm not sure which emotion is stronger,
or which will last longer.

I love you!,
but I hate you!,
yet I still love you!,
but i hate you!.

I'm at constant war with myself,
I hate myself for loving you,
I love myself for hating you.

tell me, what am i to do?

Beauty

What is beauty?

Beauty is the sight of the rising sun,
spreading its wings to wake up
the Lord's creations.

Beauty is the colourful flowers
standing at attention to the shining sun overhead
releasing their heavenly scented perfumes.

Beauty is the way the setting sun
hits the ocean top
reflecting that orange miracle
to note the end of another day

Beauty is the way the silver moon shines
complimented by the twinkling stars around it
in the endless blue velvet sky

Beauty is what you see
when you look into a mirror
and see that person smiling back at you

Beauty is looking at yourself
knowing you are special
you were fearfully and wonderfully made
for a purpose only you can fulfill

This is beauty
beyond the definition of the word
never let anyone tell you
beauty is not you

you are exactly as you were meant to be
you were created beautifully
and you are beauty

Plight of a poet

I sit here with a blank page and pen
trying to write a poem
oh, but where do I begin?

I have so many thoughts running through my head
but they all just fill me with dread

What to write about?
love?, hate?, money?, lust?,
trust?, stars?, wars?
OH! these have all been done before
now my brain is sore

I take a break
I have a Snack
now I am back to attack!

Do i write about a rainbow?
how about a shadow?
a willow?
or maybe a pillow?

AAHH! I give up!
this is too much work!
and my brain hurts!

oh well, one day i will try again
to write a lovely poem
maybe then i will know where to begin.

you said you like me
but you lied
now my heart just wants to die

we used to sit and talk for hours
you even sent me flowers

I gave you something I never gave another;
my trust

you were my dream when i was awake
I was all yours to take
But what we built was a lie
you just left without a goodbye

now my heart is broken
I sit and think of what i had spoken
now I feel like such a fool
Oh! how could you be so cruel?

Finding myself

Everyday i discover a new part of me,
what it is i really want to be.

I find myself caring more each day,
and learning how easy it is to fast and pray.

I find myself trying harder,
to strive and put my best foot forward.

I find myself laughing more each day,
and just giving smiles freely away.

I stop to think what it is now,
that was not there before,
I keep finding myself........

Wait, that's it...............,
I'm finding myself.

This is me

I may seem complicated,
but i'm not,
I surely don't ask for alot,
simply give me what you've got.

I relish in all of life's simple treasures,
they surely are life's greatest pleasures.

I take one step at a time,
this is the way I was designed.

I like to put a smile on the face,
of every creature of the human race.

I value each of God's creations,
though I sometimes lash out in frustration.

There are times when i long,
to find where it is i belong.

To be someone else,
anyone but myself.

But the Lord shows me the way,
and shows me that he cares,
He'll always be there.

I then realize; this is me,
I cannot be anyone but myself,
and He loves me for me.

THIS IS ME!

Mothers

A mother's love
is like a dove
so kind and sweet
and ever so hard to defeat

a mother's kiss
is always filled with bliss
it's like a healing tonic
for whatever pains come your way

a mother's hands
so kind and gentle
always open to welcome you
regardless of what you may do

a mother is the greatest treasure
one the lord created with the greatest pleasure
mother, you are so faithful and true
i will forever love you

Fathers

Fathers!
so kind and so true
will always be there for you

with strong shoulders and arms
they will forever keep you safe from harm

they will stand against the greatest wind
and fight against the strongest flame
just to ease you pain

they would even walk a million miles
just to see you smile
even just for awhile

their hands will be hard as steel
when you do wrong
but they have to ensure you learn
the difference between right and wrong

with a love so kind and true
father what would i do without you?