Emotional conflict

I love you!,
you are my world and so true,
I cannot live without you,
if we were through, i would be so blue.

I hate you!
I wish we never met!,
I'm filled with such regret!,
all you do is cause me to fret!.

you make me smile,
please stay for awhile,
hold me close,
don't ever let go!.

AAHH! stay away from me!,
the sight of you makes me sick!,
you're a constant thorn in my side!,
I wish you would die!.

I love you!,
I hate you!,
I want you!,
I am so sick of you!.

Oh! what am i to do?
how can i love and hate you?

I'm not sure which emotion to choose,
I'm not sure what i want to lose,
I'm not sure which emotion is stronger,
or which will last longer.

I love you!,
but I hate you!,
yet I still love you!,
but i hate you!.

I'm at constant war with myself,
I hate myself for loving you,
I love myself for hating you.

tell me, what am i to do?